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User:amphyx (10218) amphyx View all of
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Name:amphyx takes many tests
Website:not done
Bio~the stranger that is apart of me~

the words that come out of your mouth
I don't believe them any more.
Try to convince me things good and clean
but know all too well
that the greater you praise me
the harder the fall

There is a scar you left on me
that you didn't intend.
you meant to be my friend
but along the way you grew bored of me
new taste for a new mood
wallowing on your pride.
I won't forget
how you were good to me
made me trust you
you played god.
I won't forget you ever.
You'll always remain apart of me.
whether I want it or not,
and you always reflected me in you
that's probably why I wanted you so much.
If you wanted me to,
I would have gone on my hands and knees
to please you
.....
I've etched your name in a shady place
and only I know your name.
I'll never forget you
You taught me so much about myself.
every day your condescending words resurface
reminding me where I came from whenever I become conceited.

strangers now
but every day i recall how you laughed at me
and how I praised you so much at the beginning
that pain still lasts...

play god with me...

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Maybe others will understand now why I have such low self esteem. Maybe others will see why I don't trust any one anywhere nears as i used to. The fear that people would just get bored with me... See how one person can change you so much without trying...


Interests:138: 1984, 19th century romantics, absinthe, abuse, abyss, aeonflux, agroraphobia, akira, aldous huxley, aliens, alter egos, androgeny, androids, anorexia, anti-everything, barlowe, beauty, biology, bird of paradise, black, black liquid latex, blade runner, blood, body modification, bondage, boots, brave new world, brazil (the movie), chaos, chokers, chuck palahnuick, clock work orange, control, corsets, cutting tools, dark, deliverance, demons, devotion, dilandau, divine, dream analysis, education, erotica asphyxiation, escaflowne, existentialism, existenz, expression, feminism, fine art, finger armour, geisha, ghost in the shell, gloves, god, grace, greek/roman myths, guns, gze, h.r. giger, hair, hell, hentai, hooverphonics, horror, jhonen vasquez, kafka, laceration, leather, lies, life after death, lilith, lust, madness, manipulation, masochism, mecha, mirrors, misandry, misanthrophy, misogyny, morpheus publishers, moulin rouge, music, nails, neon colors, neon evangelion, nietzche, nihilism, ninja scroll, noose, nymph, nymphomaniac, onyx, pain, painting, peony, peter chung, poetry, politics, possessiveness, psychology, psychosis, purge, racism, red, religion, sadism, science, scum manifesto, sex, sexuality, shunga prints, silk ribbon, sleep paralysis, split personality, submission, suffocation, suicide, superiority, surgery, swastika, symbolism, tattoos, technology, teeth, texture, third reich, time machine, tongue, tool, torture, torture devices, violence, voltaire, weapons, x-japan, zim. [Modify yours]
Asylums:None listed
Stalking:
People8:devi, dying_inside, molegirl, philo187, toddc, warfarin, zee, zjaelyn
Stalked By9: ana_kisuto, darkmousey, devi, dying_inside, molegirl, philo187, toddc, warfarin, zirak
Member of:2: no_words, sensuousart
Account type:Original DeadJournalian

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